skezzed self to future self hahaha

First dose of phant - EUPHORIA, daaaaamn when it starts working it does something to your memory, you forget all about the bad shit and even though you’re sitting there alone you feel this sort of connection to everyone and everything, you feel like you’re part of the universe and everything’s going according to plan and it’s all FUCKING ECSTASY

phant, dose five - the ecstasy doesn’t diminish, it’s like you don’t build up a tolerance, I dunno what’s going on but all I want is for it to stay like this forever

phant, dose seven - think I’ll just stay here in this dump, nothing better waiting for me outside. or I’ll crawl out of here reborn, I dunno. got everything I need right here - me my bed and phant